2nd chemo treatment

So, Kitty had her 2nd round of Chemo today. Aunt Brenda took her because I had client visits at work. She lost another half pound and the doctor is a worried about that. She really hasn't been eating like she use to, and the doctor said to try whatever it takes so I went and bought her two different dry foods and different wet food for her to try. If she loses more weight we will probably have to change her treatment plan which I don't want because she is getting the best treatment right now. Her white blood cell count is lower than they would like it to be but the doctor said she isn't worried about that yet. I however am very worried because if we have to change her treatment and her cell count is already low, what will that mean for her long term outlook? I have to admit I am feeling pretty defeated today and it is really hard to keep the tears back. This is a total roller coaster! One day, the outlook is pretty good, and I am feeling good about the outlook and then in one day, I hit bottom and am in fear that I will lose my baby any day! She seems really lethargic and down tonight but it could be the stress of going to the vet and getting chemo again. She really hates going and get's very worked up. I am definitely taking her to the next appt. because I want to talk to the doctor. I hope next week goes better, I am going to be a nervous wreck until Monday now. Keep Kitty in your thoughts please, my baby needs all the good energy she can get!