Chemo Treatment Number 4

Well, we had another set back today. Kitty lost another .8 lb. I stopped giving her the appetite stimulator because I thought she was eating okay but I guess not good enough. Her blood count is still a little low and they found another small mass which means she is not in total remission, which they were hoping to reach by now. They tried a new drug today that is administered into the muscle called Elspar. Hopefully that will kick this stupid caner into remission. I was really feeling defeated when they took her back to do the ultrasound and confirm they had felt another mass. I saw a poem they have on the wall and it says:

Cancer is so limited...

It cannot cripple love.

It cannot shatter hope.

It cannot corrode faith.

It cannot eat away peace.

It cannot destroy confidence.

It cannot kill friendship.

It cannot shut out memories.

It cannot silence courage.

It cannot invade the soul.

It cannot reduce eternal life.

It cannot quench the Spirit.

This rang really true for me. No matter what happens, My love for Kitty will live on. I will continue hoping until she is gone, I will have faith in her healers that they are doing their best work, I will carry the peace of knowing I am giving her the chance to live, I will remain confident that I am doing the right thing, Kitty will still be my companion and I will still have the friends who have supported me through this, I will ALWAYS have my memories of my baby, Kitty will fight with courage, Kitty will still have her beautiful soul, When she leaves, her life will become spiritual and eternal, her Spirit will always be with me.


Send positive thoughts and prayers if you pray to my baby please! She needs all the help she can get right now!